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substance 18 feb 2026

the dosing lottery

two identical pills. same stamp, same color. one is 100mg. the other is 280mg. one is a night. the other is a hospital bed.

substance 18 feb 2026

the redose killer: PMA and PMMA

you bought mdma. you took it. an hour goes by and you feel nothing. so you take more. this is how pma kills people.

substance 18 feb 2026

the combinations that kill

you checked the dose. you tested the pill. you didn't check what happens when it meets the three beers already in your system.

substance 18 feb 2026

the week after

saturday night's serotonin dump is tuesday's empty account. 80-90% of weekend users report midweek mood disturbance. here's what's actually happening and what helps.

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situational 18 feb 2026

test your stuff: the complete guide

reagent kits cost less than a single dose. lab testing is free in some countries. 'probably mdma' and 'safe to take' are two completely different sentences.

seasonal 18 feb 2026

when heat kills faster than the drug

mdma doesn't kill most people who die on it. heat does. and the safety advice itself — 'drink water!' — is the second killer.